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Konnichiwa! Aoki-Chan Desu!^-^ im 16 and a proud Malaysian.

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( Read more... )in the center of the eye,
the world is reflected
pouring out
though its sad
we should stop running from
youth's story

strain your eyes
and keep looking
lets search for the light
because we want to see the moment of tears

its impossible to deceive
the future has become uncertain
dont lie to yourself

lost,lost and keep getting lost
even so,
dream,dream, see the dream
lets believe that the thought will be reached

in the center of the eye,
the world is reflected
pouring out
though its sad
we should stop running from
youth's story


strain your eyes
and keep looking
lets search for the light
because we want to see the moment of tears

we cant stop
our feelings are sopping wet,
dont go for your dreams alone.

with your arms,
hold tight the hope
lets believe that our wish will come true

in the center of the eye,
the world is reflected
the reality is divided into two
sa,dont turn away our eyes
youth's mystery

rub the eyes
and we'll see
we always run for danger
until the tears comes out

lost,lost and keep getting lost
even so,
dream,dream, see the dream
lets believe that the thought will be reached

in the center of the eye,
the world is reflected
pouring out
though its sad
we should stop running from
youth's story

strain your eyes
and keep looking
lets search for the light
because we want to see the moment of tears

until the tears comes out( Read more... )

i know i promised to make a comeback on fanfics but~~~sonna~~ikenakucha~~ somehow im drewing myself further away from JE,i missed like a hell lot of things,i rarely open my lj! i've been busy with a lot of things,schools,xtra class,i have to watch animes,doramas, translating songs now~ but maybe i'll just have a look at fanfics at certain times when i free like this *just marathon-ed takayama,chiitaro,okajima fics*if some of my lj friends here miss me and wants to stay in contact with me just subscribe to my blog
 kocchi~~

 GOMENNASAI!!!! for the long hiatus im just gonna say that my PC crashed and i onlined less and lesser each day!!

 i dreamed i get to be at the backstage of alice nine's con.and the after party.and so i make my move to my favorite members.i go to tora and introduce myself.suddenly with a stink breath he said something weird and was trying to harass me and i almost cry.i was shivering then hiroto saved me.he said" tora you belong only to me" he winks at me and says he's sorry since tora is drunk.i was really scared.then nao comes with saga.i didnt let anyone come close.they gave me some blanket.and a hot choco drink.nao and saga truely apologises.and after some time shou was watching us.he then took my hand and take me somewhere outside.he asks"you're not comfortable in there huh? i can see..never been to a rockstar party?" he laughed.i was confused.and i just nodded.he took me to a restaurant we eat hot soba..to fight with the coldness of the night.i felt really warm.we talk about dreams the future.i tell him everything.he gave me some motivation words.i said can he teach me how to play the guitar.he took me to the party again and borrowed saga's guitar.he taught me some notes.and i was really happy.nao and saga makes some funny jokes too.then he said it was late.he asks if he can see me tomorrow.i was speechless.can i?? he then gave me his necklace to assure me that i must gave it to him back next time.the next day i brought my neechan along and she didnt believe me.i went to taht place again but to find its empty.but i found a letter.he said he was interested in me..and he wants to see me again.he asks me to come to his concert in japan everytime.but unluckily it was his us tour at that time.i didnt get to meet shou again darn!!!! i love u shou even in my dream...i want that necklace shou...when will i get to meet you??

 interviewed by nikki epicwoah 

- leave me a comment saying "FUFUFU", "HUMUNA" "BATHROOM""RABU"
- I'll respond by asking you five questions so i can get to know you better.
- update your journal with the answers to the questions.
- include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions

1.) If you could anywhere in the world/universe, where would you go?
-the answer is obviously Japan!!but actually i wanna go to every tiniest little placest in the world..i want to travel to extreme places
2.) If you could add any subject into your school curriculum and get rid of one which would they be?
-PE class? XD waste of time but sometimes fun..so..hmm..not any of them
3.) What is your favorite animal and why?
-cats coz they have more complex personality and they just dunno what's the meaning of being loyal..thats y i like them..and they are pretty much like humans too
4.) If you could have any job in the world, what would it be and why?
-national geographic crew (they go around the world thats y)
5.) What do you think are your best qualities and worst qualities?

 im just on semi-hiatus..fics??? havent had any interesting ideas lately so..XD

( my true self lol XD )

 i dunno how they find me on utube.i do covers for japanese songs and i rarely do it.i think i just did 3 or 4 songs.and i totally sucked i noe.i was like? what? are u deaf...my voice sux la weyh...im sick of this invitations..its the third time i guess leaving me a PM asking me to join..do i look like a real musician?? of coz not la...haiz....not to mention i deleted the videos after some time okay.how did they just find me..i dont put im a musician in my channel..help me run away!!!!!!!!!!! feel like deleting the channel..but i like the username and password coz its my real name.(obviously the reason why i dun want these invitations to come again.im afraid they will just embed my vids.im gonna lock embed..but i needed it to post to my blog!! T^T)i dont wanna delete the account.im gonna delete them from my channel...*goes to delete them*

 Im way corrupted into yaoi world.and so i am here to announce that im limiting myself to read fics.I WILL NEVER EVER AGAIN READ SMUT AND NC-17 fics.i wanna stop and make myself a limit.IM on ly 16!!!!!!!! so i need to re-clean my brain.Well..i will write less fics since everytime i wanna write a fic..its going to be SMUT!!!! thats the reason of my semi-hiatus livejournal.i will only read fluff from today on.I DONT want to be corrupted ever again!!!!!! Gomen capika...i wont ever be ur yaoi corrupted friend again T^T but sometimes yeah..you're allowed to corrupt me a little...BUT NO MORE SMUT onegai!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can even imagine my cute classmate making fluff yaoi scenes if u wanna noe how corrupted i am.I ADMITTED IT and im RELIEVED that i realize this sooner before i get even more corrupted.BLAME alice nine's SMUT fics...!!! and i just realize im becoming a shitaku and mailholic..and feed addict.so im limiting online time to 3-4 hours a day only.I usually spend 5-7 hours in front of my beloved PC.im buying a guitar to help me and my addiction.i wanna start focusing on other activities (xcept studying lol XD im a lazybum) just so i dun have to be anxious anymore.im suffering from internet addiction and i just watched a documentary about korean internet addicts.so..i get this idea of my own therapy..i dun think malaysia have rehab centres for internet addicts LOL.my studies have started to show a better result since i started limiting my hours to 5 hours last few weeks.and i wanna cut it to 3.but i'll take it slow.i will only online in the evenings...xcept for weekends..while currently im having family problems that makes my head feel like its goin to xplode..i dun wanna cry or whine about it coz im GONNA BE STRONG!!!AND FACE IT!!! not saying my life is pathetic coz its wonderful..i may have cried over it...but it makes me wants to be better!!!and im gonna do that!!!!


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